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I remember....

Add your memories to this... please. I hope more comes back to me, because this is a short list right now. I'm not pulling any punches because I want to remember everything. Unfortunately the bad things are the ones that are easier to remember.

I remember playing "crab" with Kris and Brad. One of us would curl up on the floor between the two beds and cover their eyes. The other two would jump from bed to bed trying not to get caught by the crab. We all thought later how horrible this must have sounded to Mom and Dad downstairs.

Another dream...

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Registration Issues

Recently we found out that there have been problems with getting registered on the website. The problem is now fixed and everything should work correctly.

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GOT IT!

Hey brother. Just wanted to tell you that we got your stuff back! The Chicago Police Department does NOT get to keep anything of yours. Victory.

Long battle, sweet victory.

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Did anyone know Brad was good with pets?

Brad taught me something last night. I had this odd pet...

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Amazing Man

“What an amazing man.” Words from my reading at Brad’s funeral. Today I want to say it again. I have spent the last two hours going through his book list, seriously going through it. I am only part of the way through it. In the past, I have glanced and skimmed, but nothing really caught my eye. Today I just wanted to see what he had. I would like to pick out a book or two to read.

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Still getting harder

Well, his birthday was hard, so hard. But then the holidays came. I don't know why, but it feels like things are supposed to stop. Christmas should not come anymore because he is not here. But still, yes still, I don't really believe it. Now we are in 2009, a year he was not in. I so did not want the year to change. I just feel sick lately. Sick of him not calling me, or stopping in, or something. I miss him and there is so much he needs to know. Why won't he just call. I have things I need to ask him. I miss you Brad, I miss you to the point that it pains my every cell in my body.

WARNING - mood RUINER

Today I was thinking... about a lot, as usual. And a friend called me asking e what my plans for New years Eve are. I said... well jeez, considering I have no job or money probably celebrate with my dog in my new house. Which sounds absolutely wonderful to me. This got me thinking about the past year and I got so angry. It was the type of angry that if I was with anyone at the time they would have seen it in my face - they probably would have experienced it as I am not the best at directing my anger in the proper places. I just realized what a TERRIBLE year it has been.

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Happy Birthday

November 28th, 2:28 a.m.

Happy Birthday Brad.

I love you and I like you.

I value and treasure you.

I admire and respect you.

I am always proud of you.

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If I

If I put it on paper.

If I put it in a song.

If I put it in a poem.

If I put it in words.

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