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Last week or the week before I was up pretty late feeling depressed and went on a writing tangent.

The next day or so I felt depressed again and decided to put what I had wrote on here. Well blast it all someone was mad at me that day because after writing an extremely lonnngg blog including a few poems I wrote I went to click preview and my internet connection glitched and erased everything I had written.

So tonight, feeling especially down and stressed dealing with packing and whatnot I decide I'm finally feeling up to rewriting that blog.

Last week, I was driving down River de Peres and I looked to my left and saw your apartment building. The lights were on. I immidiately was reassured that you were home. It really creeped me out. I even thought about visiting your house. I wanted to tell you how much I missed you and how sorry I am for the way things ended between us. I figured you'd invite me in, we'd share a few laughs and all would be well.

I was under such a spell.

When will I realise and accept that you are gone; that you're coming back?

I bought this card for Brad's birthday that he would have had this year because it was absolutely perfect. It was bought before he died, but the words are still perfect.

My Son,

Wherever life takes you.....  on gentle breezes, beneath bright skies , over smooth  waters.   Love goes with you.