Hey Man,
Just wanted to say what's up. Sent you a text, hope you got it. Rajbir is in India praying for both of our sorry lots. I thought you might get a kick outta her bein in Dharam Shala as the olympics kicked off. She has some great pics man, once she gets back I will uplaod them so you can see them too. I know you're gone, I am not crazy but here I feel like I can talk to you and I'll take what I can get. Things are good. We are planning to move up the wedding and make it smaller. Sorry fucker family only. Though if you wanna show up I will make an exception...but you gotta wear a suit (rajbirs rules not mine I wanna dress like a ninja). I just finished a book that you would probably like it is by the guy that wrote " No Country For Old Men" it is called "The Road" check it out it may kill some time. I miss you brother. Looks like I am gonna have a kid sometime in the near future...do me a solid and put in a good word will ya. If anything watch out for the little brat and frankly I would love to see some of your sparkle in the kids eyes....make it happen homey I know you'll be there make yourself usefull. The world has provided so much fodder since you been gone, i still reach for the phone to make fun of it with you...pathetic huh. Oh well, whatsa guy supposed to do. You are suppose to still be here, not my fault you checked out early. Work is good though I am really leaning toward leaving it behind to pursue some stoopid idea of being a writer...don't blame me your brother sealed the deal. All my life people have told me I should write but your brother somehow got through. One simple sentence...."what he hell do I do in saint louis"......perfect. Well sir I waste my talents on selling shit I do not care about to people I hope to never meet. Thats what the fuck I do and frankly till you spoke up it was good enough. But now I see I am wasting a voice that god gave me (yep I have been in contact not a bad dude if you remove yourself from his/her past fuckups). And I am gonna write wehther anyone hears it or not. If Yahweh can make an impact with the shitty fuckin writers he had at as his disposal (leviticus i am lookin at you) i can at least set my word to paper and see if it sticks. Fuck it, right who cares whats one more bad book on the shelf. I've got the drinking problem down so all I need is the penchant for boy love and I will be the next Hemmingway or Burroughs (0nly you would find that funny the rest of you can stop recoiling in horror now I am in a commited relationship and only love my Bina). The fact of the matter is.....I wanted to say that I really don't have the fact and the matter has eluded me since I sat down tonight. Fuck shit piss and other swear words. Genius huh? Start printin money baby cause content is overrated.
Look out world here comes another idiot that thinks his keyboard sings
chad "i like god cause i can not 1 up tooth decay or the GOP" hazelwood
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